“i feel like i'm ruining myself. all i do is the HW i need to and then watch dramas or doomscroll. my eyesight is obviously getting bad because i watch in the dark at night, so my family doesn't find out. i don't have anyone to fully share everything with and i don't want to tell my family, they will never understand, and before you suggest talking to them, i tried. i have all A's in school, but i'm also not doing anything. i want to create habits, but i don't follow through. i wanna be better, but i don't know how. i feel insecure, unwanted, unneeded. i feel like i'm a backup option to everyone, all my friends, my family, people. everyone prefers someone else over me, i have best friends, but idk if they even care about me. i just want someone to talk too. i want to fix myself without involving my family, and guys i don't need professional help, so don't suggest that. i just feel lonely and want someone to talk too. i want to create a best friend online, one i can be truly myself with because no one will ever know. so pls be there for me, it might be a lot to ask. i want you to be completely honest with me, harsh honest, i can handle it, make me better, be there when i want to cry, laugh, gossip, everything. be there for my true self, thats all i ask. thank you”
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Someone answered with kindness...
You can knock me on ig _freakgirl_ll , we can talk. I have a similar situation like you.
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Another soul answered...
Go for tonystark3120 on discord
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Another soul answered...
Maybe what u need really is a hobby , do something u love . Cuz doomscrolling ain't gonna do u any good . Try doing workout go to the gym if possible . That will help u create a good routine
About the online bestfriend part , never trust someone online whom u haven't met , not saying everybody's out to get you but it's hard nowadays to trust strangers . I get about the loneliness part
Despite having bestfriends u can feel lonely , even I feel that after my breakup . During that relationship I never once felt lonely cuz iknew I had a person whod choose me first . So maybe uk ask out a girl u like? Ik ur here so that u could have an online bestfriend but before that go find a hobby create a good routine cuz u already have the grades. Set a screen time limit