“I feel like I have lost myself, I'm stuck in a loop, I'm not able to move forward, my brain my heart feeling deeply wound and nothing around me is going good, when I'm in pune I feel lonelyness, I can't focus on anything, when I'm in indore I feel sad sad seeing my mother like this, and I become more lazy, there are many problems to handle at home, nothing is same like before everything's changed since my father has gone, my relationship is not working, as I told you before about him, he is not emotionally available, he gets too busy that he ignores me, I wait for his attention, and when I try to share something I sounds sleepy and he sleeps, this has happened alot of time I feel unheard, he's just saying I love you i love you but I don't feel it anymore, I'm not able to love him, I feel nothingness, alone, ive lost myself along way, I feel I'm not me anymore, I feel insecure, underconfident, unloved, I'm not able to study I want to switch but nothing keeps me moving no motivation is working”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Dont worry twin this just a phase life gets better eventually have hope and move forward trust me