“i feel broken. over the years my body has been getting worst. first i quit dance club, then i stopped doing PE, then i couldnt take the stairs as often and now i cant run. i am scaredof doctors, i hate being touched and my dad also thinks im a hypochondriact wich i am probally but i dont know anymore. i followed his advise but now if i even try exersize my body just kinds of gives up ig? its not nice being in pain all day because i had to go up the stairs at the train station. i dunno, im gonna go eat some yogurt, it expires soon. i am writing a book on my conditin tho, so if i am dying then atleast i have some evidence i was alive - random guy having a mental breakdown”