“I don't want to think this... I don't want to think what my family feel or do after I die? Will they cry? I don't want to imagine them without me?? I am trying to run away from this thought but it is just coming in my mind again and again and I don't want to think this... Pleasee....”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Maybe its your mind tricking you into overthinking. Or it may be so much more then just a thought. Depends hows your relation with your family. If irs cool, try thinking for all the things they've done for you. Stands and pressures theyve taken bcz of you. It may give your brain the anwer that your family do love you.
Cheers mate.