“I don't understand what's going on in my life...i mean everything's just going fine..the routine repeating each day. I'm doing okay but somewhere I feel like just ending all this and resting forever...not because I have lot of problems or something but it's just that... everything feels overwhelming what's about to come in the future. I have good parents,i study good, we're financially well,I have friends but... somewhere I feel too plain. I'm not trying to find the purpose of life...cuz I think there's no purpose in life but to create it. And me? I'm too..idk I feel like i don't just want to continue..seeing all the politics,wars,genocides, unhealthy relationships happen around me is making me lose intrest thinking how am I gonna survive by myself in future in this kind of capitalised world...I'm too scared and confused to take my next step..”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I undeerstand, and as a young person, I'd be lying if I said I don't feel similarly at times. There is a quote I think about a lot:
"During the darkest days of the AIDS crisis, we buried our friends in the morning, we protested in the afternoon, and we danced all night. The dance kept us in the fight because it was the dance we were fighting for"
The world undoubtely has its issues, and sure we cannot fix all of them but going out there to try and make the little change you can is important becuase it gives you purpose. But at the same time you need to enjoy what you are fighting for, spend time with your friends, listen to music, make art, cook, do the things that make you happy, make time for them, be nice to strangers. It doesn't fix the world but it makes it easier to walk through it.