Someone once asked...
Someone answered with kindness...Thanked by the asker
I can understand. It's totally normal for someone to not love their dad. What I'd suggest is that whenever you have to interact with men, just try not to assume that they have bad intentions, first try to judge their intentions, try to figure out if they're genuinely nice people or just assholes. Be cautious but open minded. And I know this will probably be tough for you, but I believe that you can do it! Take care stranger!