“I don't know why am I doing it like asking strangers am really troubled now emotionally, financially from everywhere am 25 first I was so careless now i realised something i should persue and got myself an admission not so bright tho that's one of a reason to take drop now am kinda stuck in life trying to find a loan but can't take it for 2 reasons already pending emi of uncles bike and not a bright student to get student loan still i was doing average with a bike of my other uncle and today I met with an accident now am jobless without money even to repair the bike despite it's just 3k inr or lil more but I don't know what to do what to feel it feel guilt too couse am the only son in poor family and now am being so selfish instead of helping my father with some job but can't get a job couse I don't a graduation degree am sorry if you're reading it and i truma dumpped on you”