“i don't know where to begin with. everything is super wrong. my academics, my love life, my family and everything. i was a A+ student and then covid washed ut all off then i fell in love and started studying but he didn't love me back obviously but he's such a sweetie he said with sm care that i fell in love again and then my family, oh lord. A joint family in india where I'm the eldest daughter but I'm a single child to my parents, my parents love my cousins desperately and my uncles and aunts don't love me at all. my life's falling apart and my parents know that something's wrong yet they're forcing themselves to believe that I'm just lazy. I have my 12th boards this semester and I don't know anything and I've been sick this whole year. I only have a month to prepare for pre boards and 2 months to prepare for boards. My room has been a mess from 2 years and I can't let anybody else clean it but it's genuinely like living in hell.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Its okay to feel like that. I've gone thru that boards shi too in my life, and i somehow overcame that (im in first year now). But ik some ppl wont trust or believe in you, but atleast you dont lose hope inn yourself...Jus remember that your 12th is not permanent ,that phase will soon leave...you just have to face it , im not saying that after 12th you will enjoy your life but about boards stress,thats just temporary...trust in yourself,work hard and achieve your dreams....thats what i can say,apology if it didnt make you feel good.