“I don't know what to do with my life. I have a pretty traumatic life. I know I'm good at things like studying, drawing, playing an instrument and I even used to run(sports) but stopped because of family issues. Now I have no desire to do anything anymore. I study when I feel like, drawing once a month, and want to be a fashion designer and do course and go to a college for it but I have completely lost my passion. I want to speak in public, take back my hobbies, but I'm scared, i have the talent but no more than passion for it. I spend my time on devices when voices in my head say I shouldn't and it would backlash at me, but I can't get up, probably thinking of just killing myself because my family is sick of me being like this and I am too. How do I fix this? And do I actually have any mental disorders?”
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Someone answered with kindness...
do not jump into conclusions. please meet a doctor and tell them how you feel.
i'd say spend some time away from your devices because your passion has not disappeared, it's there deep inside and i'm sure you'll become what you want to become <3