“I don't know what phase I'm in right now,
But i know it's not an ordinary one.
An empty feeling where you just want to disappear,
Yet there's so much you don't want to leave beyond.
An absence that feels personal
Yet isn't quite enough to put into words.
Sometimes, you become your own favourite person,
And also sometimes, a beautiful stranger
Looking for answers to undefined questions.
Gradually,you become the distant human, which is surprising because
You always yearned to be around people.
A stage of life living with question mark,
Wondering whether being distant to protect your inner peace is right
Or to be around people now, only to risk losing your happiness in the future.
A phase where I'm unanswerable,
distancing the people who matter a lot to me.
A phase where I'm questioned,
for no longer being the version of myself
I once was”
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Someone answered with kindness...
you will grow. allow time stay whimsical my child. <3