“I don't know how to love, like the idea of someone loving me sounds insane and just unreal for some reason, and I'm going through enormous grief after i lost my mother last year, and i cannot help but just bottle down every thing I feel, so maybe it is that but i just wish I could feel, feel and do things the way normal people do, I've always been a very melancholic person, after the lockdown, I've just been different and not like myself, and i just really wanna feel, and love and do everything,
This is more of a rant but I would love to hear some words ig”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Everything has its time, and who knows, there might be a reason you felt this way. Just believe in your abilities. Find happiness in small deeds. And why are you comparing yourself to others, bro? The type of character you have is unique, and despite how much you polish it, you can't change that. You don't need to suppress what you feel. Being different is okay.