“I dont feel like doing anything for Halloween this year. I like the holdiay and it's fun seeing everyone dress up, im just not interested. It's a pretty big deal where i live, so i feel like i should be upset about missing out.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Its okay to feel not doing anything, maybe you can sit back and enjoy the show in your own comfort rather than going out to the noise. Maybe this is the sign that you are changing.