“I don't fear Abt losing people...even friends..i already lost 3 sibilings bcs of cancer...is that why? It's just idc who stays or not...not like I don't treat em properly..i give my whole ..heart...but when they lost touch I don't get hurt that much...but still I'm scared of losing my parents...im 17 and during all these yrs,in friendship I only got upset when one of my closest frnd 'x' and i lose the old connection...when I saw her from a distance my mood change sudden,i was sad,like the feel of seeing our dearest ex😭(I don't have one but yk)...maybe bcs she was with me during my weakest point...we were only friends for one yr..2 yr back...even tho I'm not scared of losing people I don't wanna lose my parents,my sister and my bf...ik this doesn't seems like a qn..”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I really can understand you...becoz I lost my parent two years ago...
Ykw it's oke to feel that way...yes the friend was with you in the lowest...but maybe just cherish those memories you had...and there are alot of peoples you should meet...and I'm really sorry to hear that you lost your siblings....it's really tough to go through these things ...🫂🫂🫂you will be always loved by someone no matter what...maybe even that someone is you...🫂🫂🫂and i totally get why you think that way...that you are oke with losing peoples....(I mean strangers who became close,like bestfriend) That's actually good in some point tho...like yea...