“I don't even know myself anymore , but what all I know is that I hate myself . I don't know how all of it happened, but I've been called manipulative and a gaslighter so much times by my boyfriend that now I feel like if I'm really like that , I'm super confused of my real self , who is she ? Yesterday me and my bf got into a fight and I was made to realise many many bad things about myself , about how much of a bad friend I am to my only childhood best friend kiri as well , even she thinks of me as a villain now , my college sucks as hell I've failed my exam , rn all I am is a filed daughter, a failed friend and a failed gf”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Start new u can always become better start slow treat your dread right but it won’t work if u don’t apologise