“I cried myself to sleep for 3-4 nights in a row thinking how was I so inconsiderate and oblivious to these things. I wanted to say that instant that I will call u daily and text u daily and check on u constantly but I couldn't find the courage to say those things after reading how much hurt I caused u. I got scared that what if I am not good enough and what if I hurt her again. So rather than sending anything I just went silent.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Don't stay silent. Trust me there's nothing more she expects than a text from you. I've been on the other end and all I ever wanted was reassurance from him, instead a recieved silence. Don't do the same to her it's going to hurt her even more. Gather up your courage and give her reassurance please. If you think you're not good enough, change for her. If changing yourself for someone you love isn't your style, atleast try not to hurt her by being yourself