“I cheated on a guy multiple times. I was in a taking stage with another guy when i was dating my bf. But 3 months after taking stage this new guy said he doesnt wanna be with me anymore. But its not like i loved him but my ego got hurt like how can someone reject me.
I hit my rock bottom got so sad abt him not like i even loved him tbh but just had that attachment uk.
But now after serval months thinking abt it its like what am i doing with my life
I cheat on a good perosn who loves me. N wants to marry me with a guy who doesnt even give a fuck abt me. Like I’m so stupid and more like a attention seaker that i want attention from people espcially men
I’m trying to stop this habit but I’m going in circles
I seak tol much external validation especially from men😭 i feel so sorry and guilty like how can i cheat on the perosn who loves me n wants me so much like this is insane shit very bad”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I think that honestly break up with the guy being mean and try to redeem yourself to be guy who loved you don’t go right into romantic stuff again just like start with just being friends and work your way up