Someone once asked...
Someone answered with kindness...
We don't know how the future will be and there are things we can control. Rest if you can, take walks and try to build relationships
Another soul answered...
The force you anticipate lives right behind your sense of self. You are it. That force is unbothered by the occurrences that make your fractional self feel anxious. I know this sounds weird, but I find it empirically available to you to stay open-minded about this idea, and just explore it.