“I am so done with how anxious attachment crawls my skin and leaves me shedding for I just wanted to talk to someone yet that person said sth I did understand yet i still took it other way of my own suffering as because they don't wanna talk or sth like that”

Another soul answered...

well, calm down dear, put your mental peace above everything, dont do things that give you more anxiety, let it come to you when its the time, trust me you'll be okay, you're not so much, and explore new things, your hobbies, be secure with yourself so other stuff cant give you any anxiety, and if you get an anxiety attack, put your hand on your heart and take deep breaths and say it out loud "its okay, i love you, you're good, its about past, nothing has happened right now", repeat this, hope it helps

Another soul answered...

It's Okies you don't have to be anxious, you're only anxious because of the way you see yourself but that's where you are wrong. We can never force ppl to choose us but you can always chose to become better and not expect anything from someone. Enjoy people in their presence because if you matter to someone they'll make sure you know it. You need love from yourself not anyone else :)