“I am in big trouble as I am learning english write now don't judge I am depressed I am facing financial challenges from my childhood due to my father's gambling habbit we lost all things literally we don't have anything I don't what to do to support my family I things a suicide is a best option for us because we really facing very hard time I want a laptop for my studies but unfortunately we can't afford one I understand we literally don't have clothes to wear on how can they afford a laptop I don't what to do can anyone suggest something I can't discuss this things with my friends I think they will mock on my situation 😭🤧 I really things my life is a nightmare”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Listen if money is the problem go and make some money !!
there are many part time jobs you can do with your studies, When you start earning it will help you build your confident and distract you from all these suicidal thoughts !!
There are many reasons to survive and NO REASON TO DIE !
Moreover, If they can't afford a laptop for you, sooner or later you can buy it from your own hard earned money !