“I am feeling so lonely but even if I do so much for people they never respecting me and give me that thing back I am so guilty and I want to end everything but still I respect them even if I knew that they don't want him they are just using me still I am been the most nice person with them at this point I rather loss to be alone then being lonely”

Another soul answered...

Hello. I have face loneliness myself and it was a very difficult days for me. Growing up I had friends all the time I barely knew what it is like to be left alone or left out. When I enter higher classes I understood. My friends whom I thought were my bestest friends barely wish me on my birthday meanwhile both of them would post each other on stories with long paragraphs, I felt very hurt. But i just let it go. I don't want the energy to confront them like why you didn't wish me on my birthday, I walked away. You cannot force someone to like you or choose you. And it's been quite some year I have admitted that even if it hurts. I honestly don't have no friends now and time to time i feel lonely but better to be alone with my own company than be surrounded by the fake ones. I used to think if something was wrong with me but no, nothing is wrong with me so goes to YOU. I deal with loneliness now by admitting it that you cannot force someone to be with you. Let it happen. I have no friends? That's all right, I have myself, family, future and more. Remember there will be people who will appreciate you and some who won't. And that is fine, you said you are a nice person, applause yourself for being one. Not everyone is. You are not the problem, they are.