I am feeling guilty that why I did this to myself I became homewrecker, stayed even when the 55 year old man who was married and had 2 daughters elder to me cheated on me and groomed me. When I stood against him he even abused me, r*ped me I attempt suicide and ran away from there. But he still blackmailed me after 11 months.

Now my current bf is not able to move on from all of this and is in depression because of me. And I tried to be patient with him but now Im not able to handle it.

Slowly and gradually im changing again.
I suffered a lot so I became kind but now im like I am tired.

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I am feeling guilty that why I did this to myself I became homewrecker, stayed even when the 55 year old man who was married and had 2 daughters elder to me cheated on me and groomed me. When I stood against him he even abused me, r*ped me I attempt suicide and ran away from there. But he still blackmailed me after 11 months.

Now my current bf is not able to move on from all of this and is in depression because of me. And I tried to be patient with him but now Im not able to handle it.

Slowly and gradually im changing again.
I suffered a lot so I became kind but now im like I am tired.

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Maybe take a break try to leave behind everything....and l am sure your bf is just worrying about u but thing ticks me ...that he should be comforting u if he is doing that all is fine l am sure in the end u will be happy in the end of not it's not the end ,the calm before the storm and after the strom a clam peaceful life maybe it's a way of life teaching u something .man l am so proud u were soo strong after all that happened to u...