“I am about to turn 28 and still confused whether I want a partner or not. I have talked to people before but everytime after few conversations I start distancing myself. I don't know if it's good or bad. As it happened many times till now I have identified it as a pattern of my behaviour. Sometimes I get worried of not having someone to share my things with other time I feel relaxed being single rather than being with a wrong person. I don't know exactly what should I do.
Few years ago I had an accident. Sp I can't walk anymore. This also becomes my biggest fear and insecurity. I don't want to be like a burden but at the same time want to feel loved. I had a relationship last year but he abused me using my disability in a fight over a minor issue. So now I have trust issues. I don't know how to deal with it.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Maybe instead of a partner just get a good friend that just treats you as a normal person. Life isn't always about marriage. I honestly have no interest in it anyways.