I am a woman myself. And I like woman, who's been my bestfriend for like 2 years. And after she moved out to another place, i realised in her absence that's I've grown a strong feeling about her. But I never managed to confess because even when I am a Bisexual, she is straight. And on the other hand, she already has a boyfriend now for probably 4-5 months. I don't like that guy, personally, I hate anyone who comes between me and her. Whether it's a female friend or a guy. Specially Guy to be honest.
And now after causing some digital trouble, she thought I caused disgrace to her reputation and won't talk to me anymore. She told my friends that she's done. She's going to cut me out from her life. But I can't. Because I have feelings for her. I know I am impulsive, but I can't help myself. She even told me that her first priority is now that guy. But tell me.. what matters to you the most, a two years of friendship or a 4-5 months relationship who's eventually going to fall apart?? What do I do now? I've sent her multiple messages apologizing for the trouble I caused regularly through social media. Consistently. But she won't even spare a glance to it now. What should I do then? Should I keep texting her like this? Or should I stop? I love her.

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I am a woman myself. And I like woman, who's been my bestfriend for like 2 years. And after she moved out to another place, i realised in her absence that's I've grown a strong feeling about her. But I never managed to confess because even when I am a Bisexual, she is straight. And on the other hand, she already has a boyfriend now for probably 4-5 months. I don't like that guy, personally, I hate anyone who comes between me and her. Whether it's a female friend or a guy. Specially Guy to be honest. 
And now after causing some digital trouble, she thought I caused disgrace to her reputation and won't talk to me anymore. She told my friends that she's done. She's going to cut me out from her life. But I can't. Because I have feelings for her. I know I am impulsive, but I can't help myself. She even told me that her first priority is now that guy. But tell me.. what matters to you the most, a two years of friendship or a 4-5 months relationship who's eventually going to fall apart?? What do I do now? I've sent her multiple messages apologizing for the trouble I caused regularly through social media. Consistently. But she won't even spare a glance to it now. What should I do then? Should I keep texting her like this? Or should I stop? I love her.

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Disappear from her life set your foot in the new world. Ik it's hard for u but cut off from her asap and you'll know why. Focus on ur own life. She's not homophobic she's just securing herself and if u don't let her feel like that she'll accept u. And dw yaar I've experienced when u lose ur own people u get better one than them. Lot of💟💟💟💟