““I am a girl of 17 year old.. i didnt seen my real dad since birth my parents got divorced due to some reasons. & i grew up without fathers love for 8 years from birth after my mother had an second marriage at first it was very difficult he used to beat me and so on. After that everything changed we lead a happy life. Then due to some issues in our joint family. we moved out into a separate house. And one day i was bad touched by my mother's sister's husband.. the one i used to see as dad when i was young. 😄 i told everyone but they didnt take it as serious issue and blamed me that i was imagining that shit... then i am very depressed i got pcod gained weight becoz of it. In my personal life also i have been dealing lot of problems like in studies etc.. upto 10th std i am a class topper .. but at 12th everything changed 🫠.. i appered for neet exam it got canceled then wrote reneet and got very low mark... then i decided to take drop for 1 year.. moved to hostel to manage with traveling issues.. i dealt with loneliness and food problems.. then one day i found out that my mother was cheating with an second year college student. My mother is a professor and he is her student.. i warned her, fought with her, ill said i will comiit suicide, begged her.. and thought she would change but 3 months went no change.. at last time i warned her strictly but she still continued it.. i shifted my things from hostel and came back home.. to take care of my little brother and to study.. then i told my dad everything he got angry and scolded her.. then me and my dad found she gave that man rs.65k. now my dad asked her to get the money within 3 months...”
Now my family is falling apart becoz of me.. i dont know what to do . I cant concentrate on my studies.. everyday feels like a burden everyday is like a hell.. i have no idea how i am going to crack neet or will i even become a doctor. I spent this diwali alone with tears..
I dont know if we can sit togher and eat as a happy family again 🫠... i cant do anything... one day i am motivated and studying but the other day my eyes are filling it with tears itself. The whole day i am just sitting like a corpse with the memories of us... i love my mom.. since birth.. i had only her with me she had been everything for me. 😭 i used to tell her everything.. now i have none to lean on .. i hate my life... everyone around me like my friemds arr happy.. and they are studying well but i am just fighting with my silent battels that i could tell anyone. I used to be a class topper but now i am just a idiot who lost all her potential. My teachers are thinking that i had become unserious 😖....but they doesnt know.
Plss guys i dont know what to do.. 💔”
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Someone answered with kindness...Thanked by the asker
Hey listen I am also a 14 year old girl silent battles are going through everyone are you are not alone first understand that and make yourself feel comfortable, here and now if you want someone just to lean over and share something I am here for you imagine I am holding your hands and we are having a deep conversation now I understand you are feeling lonely after reading your story even my eyes filled up with tears I would like u to recommend to go on a trip where you have to go alone go to some safe Hill or temples wherever u feel yourself places and give yourself some time don't think you are the reason why your family has changed you had nothing wrong to do with you what you have did his correct don't blame everything on yourself I know it hurt to be a topper and become a zero but I feel like something the universe is waiting to give for you come yourself and try to do a study session at least one hour regularly whatever the situation may be and try to be protected and keep your name occupied and make yourself distance from these kind of issues concentrate on yourself be happy!!! 💖 don't worry too much and stay healthy ✨ stay stronggggg 🫠