I am a B.Tech student, and this is my last year. I haven’t secured a job till now. I feel so lonely, and I can’t even enjoy my life. Even when I step outside my room to get rid of those thoughts, I constantly remember them. This has been going on for the last 11 months.When I go out with my friends just to have a chat, my brain always says to me things like, “If you go outside, you’re going to waste your time. If you’re in the room, you can cover this topic.” Because of this, I have not moved out with my friends at all. I have sacrificed a lot of things — events and all that stuff.I know that I need to enjoy my life, but it’s not happening with me. Even when I am with my friends, my brain constantly reminds me that I’m wasting my time.

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Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Hi! 
actually it's not an answer but i want to tell you I'm in the same boat. i have strong cgpa, good resume and i attended three high class interviews, all just to know that it's not the knowledge that i lack but luck. the most important factor in all this. one of the interviews was on my farewell day and i couldn't attend that also, i got fever for two days because of which i also couldn't write a test which i could definitely clear. i feel so scared and overwhelmed. the next set of companies will come in December now. and i doubt package, and if i still even get shortlisted. 
you r not alone. the job market is bad. i encourage u to get any job above 7lpa and let's see later. 
i can't enjoy anything, i have no friends and im my biggest enemy. i understand what u r going through. so much power! we'll be fine soon, i hope. apply to all companies, we'll definitely get a job.