“I always wondered that people who self harm, drown in pills are stupid..until it came to me. I want to die so that people around me would experience that pain. I wish God existed. I wish things were easier. I wish I didn't sleep all day like i do. I wish my family celebrated festivals. I wish I could have friends who would hug me to tell me I'm okay. I wish God sent someone to help me, if it even exists. I wish normalcy in my life. I wish luck. I wish.. I don't know. I'm sorry. If I die, I need some parts of me to stay.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Not an answer, but i feel the same, ending yourself is not the option, nor is letting ourselves be hurt, you have to save yourself from things that bother you, saving doesn't mean giving up on all those, a kite will only fly high if the string is holding it, it may feel like the string is holding it back, but without it, the kite will fall, stay strong,be yourself, never give up.