“How can I improve myself? I often find myself lacking and not caring about it and I don't want that happening the rest of my life... I almost gave up, got more chances, but still feel like dump. Is it just me?”
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Someone answered with kindness...
It's hard to notice progress you make on yourself. Sometimes you dont have the energy or will for certain things at certain points in your life. The best thing to do is notice what youre bad at and work on it.