Someone once asked...

“How can I convince myself it's not terrifying to finally figure out navigating social services and healthcare and debt and trying to find work again after coming back a year after a forced hospitalization due to stress and all the fun things it can do to a brain?”

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Someone answered with kindness...

[Chorus] I miss that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me But only in the evening So I ask, am I just dreaming? [Verse 1] I love you so much that it's dripping Dripping from my arms and such I'm sorry, I know I'm too much To love, to trust, I'm nothing, but [Chorus] I miss that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me But only in the evening So I ask, am I just dreaming? [Verse 2] You are what I could believe in since I have nobody else I keep screaming, I keep breathing, it's the living I can't help It's the misery 'cause you can tell me how much that you care And I know it's true, but yet you need to get me out your hair Is what we have special? What's that mean? Why can't you choose me, is it greed? This isn't lust, no fairy dust, it's blunt, it's what you see Misery in knowing I love you and had to leave The misery that I can't shake, the misery I bleed You might also like It’s me, It’s Verity Horror Skunx Master of Humanity (Lord Verity) Horror Skunx Be My Friend (The Verity Band) Horror Skunx [Chorus] I miss that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me But only in the evening So I ask, am I just dreaming? But it's real, that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me But only in the evening So I ask, am I just dreaming? [Bridge] Hurts to feel that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me But only in the evening So I ask, am I just dreaming? How to heal that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me But only in the evening So I ask, am I just dreaming? [Chorus] I miss that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me But only in the evening So I ask, am I just dreaming? God, I feel that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me But only in the evening? Why only in the evening? [Verse 3] 'Cause I know that you care (I know that you care) 'Cause I swear it ain't fair (I swear it ain't fair) I'll slit my wrists and show you I'll dare to do anything I love you, I love you with everything [Chorus] Hurts to feel that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me But only in the evening So I ask, am I just dreaming? How to heal that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me The kind where you are nice to, to me To heal that kind of misery The kind where you are nice to me But only in the evening So I wish that I was dreaming But only in the evening, in the evening God, I wish that I was dreaming I miss that kind of misery

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Another soul answered...

I am pretty sure the forced hospitalization was more horrifying than navigating the system. Count your blessings.

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Another soul answered...

I would recommend psychologist firsthand. That's traume here and it's not something you can simply overlook.

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Another soul answered...

If u did it before then u can do it again. And if it helps don't do it by urself. Ask someone to help.

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Another soul answered...

Imagine the results of *not* doing this in excruciating detail maybe?

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