Someone once asked...

“Honestly I don't know how to describe in words I feel ..I'm scared from everything I don't know why , I can't sleep without a blanket or without someone beside me , I don't know why is that I don't even even remember since when I'm like this...I like to just stay home skip the school ..I don't feel like taking to people ..anymore....I don't get excited now ...I do have toxic family ,I'm suffering from that since childhood but that's not the problem...the only thing is distrubing that I'm losing my spark... even though soo young .....many people like me they know what they want to do in their future.. but i don't ...I can't figure it out .....I don't know how to fix it .... I really don't...”

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Hey,There. You're the first message I'm replying to. My name's (nickname) zai. I would just want to say that it's fine if you feel scared. I get it,I can't sleep without a blanket as well infact I'm in a blanket rn. I don't how to comfort you correctly but if I could I'd give you the biggest hug. I get it that you feel like not talking to people,I totally get it and you are not weird for that,girl/boy. You're young and you don't have to worry about figuring out what you want to be rn. Just relax okay? Trust me. I'm a high schooler as well and I get it how it feels like everyone knows everything but you don't,but yk someone times we just have to stop worrying and let ourselves relax. Rn,just breathe. Take a deep breathe,inhale and exhale and let go. Leg go of everything yorue feeling rn,every worry every wrong thoughts. I completely get you when you said about toxic family. Trust me I get you bcz my family is like that too. You know the best advice I can give you is to not listen to what they say. Ik it's hard it's so hard but you just have to because yk if you keep listening to what they say you'll just lose your spark. To gain your spark back,cut off all the toxic people in your life and even toxic thoughts. Ik you can't cut off your family but you can ignore what they say. You're much more than what your parents and all those toxic people say about you. You're enough. J hope you get your spark back. Some advices would be that start trying to get happy. Ik this sounds ridiculous because I get it that there's a stage in your life where you can't just be happy but fake it,trust me on this. Fake being happy on little things and eventually it will become reality. You see flowers? Smile. Your hair looks good? Smile. The sky looks good? Smile. You'll eventually start being happier. I hope you get better,stranger. I really hope thses advices can help you. Love yourself,don't wait for someone to come and love you,love your own self more than anyone. I hope you get better,I hope you get your spark back. Take care of yourself,sleep on time,eat your food okay?? Finish all of it. Take morning walks (they uplift your mood!!) and take care of yourself as much as you can!! Bye bye! Lysm,stranger. This stranger on the internet cares about you a lot🫂❤️

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