Hiiii i want to have a bf but when a guy approaches me , I just get distant to him and pretends like i don't give a shit to him but in reality I do think about him alot , i feel like if I show him my vulnerable side to him he will leave me or act tough infront of me , I don't know why I feel like that. I just can't express my feelings to him,.

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Frfr usss😭😭 but for the first time i finally let one average guy approach me but that idiot thought I'm time passing with him just bcz i was not so clingy on texts or ever made eye contacts with him in real life cuz I'm to shy but at the same time I'm just to mature for my age ig i think letting a boy closer to me or talking sweet things to him will make me look desperate so i was good with him but idk what else he was expecting so again he said that ig you're time passing so I'm leaving take care etc emotional msg that i can't believe i talked with you bcz you were my crush from starting i was used to think you'll never reply to me so i just said ok go and just for your kind of information i had way more chooses to choose than you and better but think whatever you want to think and blocked him and yk he was just trying to guilt trap me so after that he approached me but never directly and i always said no or didn't reply bcz these idiots literally make baddies like us go crazy after them for those moments og affection i still think about him sometime but i just say i should've never let him talk to me these boys are so idiot so just wait I'm also waiting after afew years I'm sure we both will find someone good