“Hii Ig I'm doing good but I lack purpose idk what to do.. I'm not interested in anything but I do well in things I'm supposed to do like I'm in btech but idk if I'm interested in that I struggle with friendships it's all fun but suddenly I feel like I don't belong there anymore and I've become selfish my actions are calculated which I hate and I can't trust anyone at all idk I just can't seem to trust anyone and I hate it idk if I'm happy the way I am rn. I am motivated sometimes but it doesn't last long everyone say that I'm doing great but idts I feel like this isn't enough but I still do nothing about it. How do I know what to doo?? Will I ever figure it out. And how do I tell everyone that I want a simple life maybe I wanna rescue animals and sing all I want throughout my life. I never feel good enough and I wanna change it.. I love myself but I struggle with my emotions suddenly out of nowhere. I just dk ig”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Honestly, I am going through this exact problem and I know I am not going to be much of a help. Acknowledge your feelings, acknowledge when you feel envy,joy or excitement. Maintain a journal. Delete social media for a month. Social media makes you see so many perfectly curated glimpses of life when you, in your current position are happy. I am saying this as somebody who did the exact same thing. Also, indulge in more hobbies and do things without expecting any output.