“Hi. So I'm someone with BPD and now I'm not so sure if the bpd that's affecting me in communicating and maintaining relationships. At first i thought it was just my defense mechanism of being fed up with people only treating me nice when they need me. But i feel like it's more than that. I don't want to talk to people anymore. It feels like a chore to me. It's hampering me because I'm in a profession where i have to talk a lot, interact with lot of people. I don't seem to care much now even if no one talks with me.”
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It makes sense, I understand. I think it all truly matters in which people you talk to. I think the right people will understand and others will not. And the sad part is that only a few does, hold tight the few and as you said care less about the others. And for your profession, keep the professionalism and act accordingly, try not to take it to your heart too much. I hope you are taking the essential care for this, and I truly hope you feel better and is at ease.