“Hi, I've got this weird feeling from a long time now,
Suddenly I get a flashback from previous experience (bad ones - may or not be mine but I've seen them) so I get these flashbacks suddenly and I suddenly stop doing whatever I'm doing, more like I understand now I'm not in good spirit and then I just procrastinate it
This is getting too much now , these negative thoughts are there, I've tried to calm it down but I just want to fade this away completely and be normal”