“Hi i am just an teen trying his best who lost everything I loves the most and missed my my past self I want to go back but I can't .
Iam like what iam doing wrong i feel like smth is wrong with me and like how I lost everything for that one stupid boy who don't gaf Abt me never look at me idk how to move on from him i wanna hate him my uncle died and grandmother died this year my father leave us for his side chick and call her daughters his .one of her daughter study in my school she tells everyone that my father is her father and I never corrected anyone i has no one I lost everything i wanna be someone better and have a new beginning of my life but i cannot why i wanna take revenge and be what I was always idk what iam missing and doing wrong but I can't stop prosatinating iam only 15 but why it's happening to me I have many disorder like dpdr and ocd and idk what to do but iam tired of this loop I wanna change and show them what iam capable of but need a reality check onto what I should do now idk what i should it's always like iam not doing right and more what should I do and pls help if you could i need an answer for it bro pls”