“Hi, I am 16, i feel like a failure honestly. During 10 th results everyone awaited for great marks and the marks disappointed everyone including me. Hence I didn't get first marks in school, which broke my family's hope. Then i changed school to jee course chem teacher insulted, humiliated in class like i know nothing and i never actually felt this. All those years my teachers told me my academics was great but I'm a little naughty. But someone actually insulating me at only thing I was once good at hurt me. I'm neither pretty nor athletic. Honestly all those years pleasing people exhausts me. Then i changed school again cus of health issues where my exbsf is studying honestly our friendship broke when I shared my vulnerability from which I made myself a pact I will never talk abt my feelings ever again. And she literally knows everything abt me. Like how i hate being alone in class full of people for more than an hour and all that stuff. She literally sits next to anyone who is alone but not next to me. Honestly it hurts i opened myself once to one person never again. Then I am not doing very well in classes. Honestly I'm not an introvert I'm ambivert i know how to talk and when but people here just ignore they don't even care....”
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Someone answered with kindness...
First thing first, u r not a failure making through all these this till now is a prove that u got a really good strength and nerves.
Secondly, everyone has a phase where they got struck somewhere so just think of it as a humanly experience and just think of it like every passing day will take your sufferings away with it.
As for your teacher insulting you that that u r not capable of anything is his own shortcomings its got nothing to do with u cuz a teacher can make or break the confidence of a student if you got a good mentor he/she can make a student excel in what they r good at
And as for your friend, no one is loyal and a good friend of yours other than you and your god(if u r a believer) and after that if you feel that u r not good enough be frnds with ur dairy where u can dump all ur thoughts, all ur aims, all ur exhaustions, feelings and everything that ur feeling u don't need to talk to anyone to be good or to feel good.
Tell me if it helps...