Hi
Going through a really worst time of my life
Broke up with him it’s been almost 4 months
Exams pressure and a lot of health issues
8-10 medicines to take in a day
I lost myself my spark my mind everything
Seeing him everyday triggers me more and i am mentally and physically exhausted I can’t handle anymore
There’s a lot more in my past too
I don’t feel like living anymore I can’t focus ln myself neither i wanna go hang out somewhere

Question

Hi
Going through a really worst time of my life
Broke up with him it’s been almost 4 months
Exams pressure and a lot of health issues
8-10 medicines to take in a day
I lost myself my spark my mind everything 
Seeing him everyday triggers me more and i am mentally and physically exhausted I can’t handle anymore 
There’s a lot more in my past too
I don’t feel like living anymore I can’t focus ln myself neither i wanna go hang out somewhere

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Hi , honestly medicine wise I can relate everyone pitying me even myself sometimes for taking medicines so young but I feel like I've grown from this took to understand that it is for my health like even my medicine tryna make me live why should I sabotage and betray myself and break the trust I made I have in myself? Not everyone born with a plan knowing this is how their life is gonna go take it as an experience it is supposed to be this way u feel what u feel today to grow even when it feels never ending life gets better I used to never believe others when they say this I was in hell now I just let go when u let go what others perceive of u u have nothing to lose u start LIVING truly . If u don't wanna go out it's fine gurl we handled corona don't focus on urself fine just live u ain't gotta give a care Abt anyone focus on being happy and in studies only exam pressure when u don't study start little work ur way even little efforts matter and did I see a boy in ur text girl we have no time to worry Abt no boy we already have a lot to work on start by fixing one thing at a time whenever something gets better feel it and reward urself with something u like .you got this I'm rooting for youuuuu🫂💗