“hey...i am just here for a rant and feel pretty lost ....i am trying to get a job since last 3-4 months and i somehow got 1 interview after all those 100 applications and...it went bad....i knew as i was talking with the interviewer that i fucked up but still i was maybe somewhere hoping like something idk what...and i got a rejection mail today...i know i have a lot of shortcomings and i have a lot to learn and i also know what and where it went wrong but i am just annoyed and irritated....the job hunt is draining the my everything....pride,respect,happines u name it.....i graduated this yr in june and i wont be able to use "fresher" word after 2 months.....what will i do then? i thought about it and said i will just go for sales and marketing (i am looking for cloud/devops openings). like i know what to do where i went wrong and what not to do everything and i still dont do that....it makes me question whether i am actually serious about wanting a job or not...i know everything i can make all sort of excuses and everything but i feel like i keep hitting a wall.....i keep on delaying things on purpose, i get scared of applying to big companies, i am such a coward that i cant do anything”