“Hello , I wanna share this and it's like a burden on my chest and I don't know how to feel it .it's like a lot I have a older brother and he is kinda idk how to describe he checks my phone and if there is a boy in my chat he checks them to like wt I had talked to them and it is not like just one time thing he has done it several times and I confronted him and he is like I check those to know you or to keep u save and he even checks the liked reels sometimes and once I was going through this phase where I didn't had any frnd not family talking to me properly so I was telling him I am feeling depressed and I feel lonely and he said u don't feel anything u just watch to much reels so u feel that way and stuff I ignored it and he countinued to that several times and recently I connected with our mutual frnd he used to live with us but they left that home I meet him on snap and he was my good frnd back then and he was a yr older than me and he is a yr younger than my brother and he was good person as much as I knew him we connected on snap and I was talking to him abt everything and he was telling abt all he is doing in his life and stuff and we talked abt stuff to he was good to me like we just chatted I never called not we talked in person we just chatted that to he is like u should not talk to him and I knew he checked my phone and read that chats and stuff so basically I confronted him and he is like I am telling u for ur own good sake and he is still admant that he didn't check my phone or something so I decided I will delete my insta and stuff and remove that person and all cause if I did something he is gonna tell my mom and dad and that is not gonna go well like I feel sometimes why does he has to be so much like that I have free will to live the life I want if he wants to protective be I don't mind but he wants control of my life and I don't like it .it makes me feel like something so cheap like who even checks the phone and sees the texts like that like ur always doing something wrong I feel so much abt these stuff I just don't know wt to do sometimes but it hurts badly”
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Someone answered with kindness...
same you are not alone we will just have to survive this and make it out of here atleast thats what i hope for
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Another soul answered...
omg i feel you girl. my brother did the same fricking shit. whenever he saw me talking to a guy he always snitched on me. he told my parents abt my insta acc and stuff. kinda just the biggest snob i've ever seen bro. hes so annoying. but yk at a point i just gave up. cuz my parents always believed him over me. yk i've been depressed from what 8th grade. im in 12th rn. and yk what my parents told me? they said i sh and ACT depressed to get attention from guys. and when my brother started saying hes depressed and stuff they FORCED him to go to the therapist like genuinely FORCED. why can't we be treated the same? i've genuinely analyzed this since i was a kid. and trust me when i say this. you'll be okay alone. yes it is scary to be alone but trust me you'll figure everything out slowly but surely. i've learned how to live alone how to handle my own shit without asking anyone else for help. and i believe you will too. just work hard achieve your dreams and get out of your house girl. thats all i can say <33
take care girl i hope you feel better soon <33