“Hello i just don't know where to start from lets go point wise
1. Graduated 4 months ago still no job or internship
2.staying away from my family for the 1st time for the sake of better job opportunity
3. Missing them everyday and crying a lot every night
4. Want to earn money so that the family can be financially stable and make them proud
5. They dont pressure me they r supportive but i feel that they r disappointed with me even i am disappointed in myself .
6. Feel very ashamed to ask money from father as they r also financially unstable but then also he tries his best and send me money.
I don't know what to do now with my life
Sometimes i think i just die either of heartattack or accident because i dont have a gut to do suicide.”
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Someone answered with kindness...Thanked by the asker
hey for internship you can apply at virtualworks it's online internship program that add weight to your, it did that too and which helped to get into amazon as a BA, hope it helpss you to buddy!
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Another soul answered...
You are going through a hard phase, but just keep this in mind that everyones bad time comes and everyone's bad time come. You just have to live thought this keeping yourself strong, keep your mental health on priority thought journaling, exercise and for sure you will feel better. And when your time will come all this hardship will feel like you have actually done something and you will never be disappointed in yourself. You just have to believe in yourself buddy. Keep it up.