“Haaaa .. I can feel I am weak both physically and mentally i could easily get manipulated by people with my own brain most of the time . I am feeling too tired confused don't know what to exactly to achieve my goals , also i am lazy to do things . I don't have anyone to share and I don't trust neither i frustrated because I do things but not coming in a way like if you do something at least little bit of appreciation when all of them taking my credits and blaming for their mistakes . I am not jealous at least one ?? . I am scared where my life feels worth less or something crash . Even i do have dreams doing great in life take care of my family . Find a girl having kids it's all looking good for me dreams in real life what ever i try to do i either stop doing it or i care about more for people thought than my instinct . I gave almost everything now I feel like I am an emotion less human . I am not surprised , happy , nor sad . I am left alone in the dark and even after all these i find a way to come out of it but whenever I come up I fall further down , I falling for bad things from a while I know should stop it bad thing In a sense mastrubation negative thoughts. Ill come back soon better if you are suffering you will do better anyways thanks for listening”
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Yo! I feel you! You're not alone on this one mate.. I also feel like I have a lot to do but don't know how and from where to start... It's so frustrating, ik... Just don't lose hope buddy.. You'll get through this.. We have a lot of time... I know I sound stupid, but this is what i keep telling myself... This is like my restover little hope, hehe.. But yeah you got it... Just sit with your thoughts.. Force yourself somehow to do things and stop engaging with people, like emotionally.. Stop draining your emotional energy on worthless people, don't trust anyone or rely on anyone.. Be with everyone whilst doing what you want to do n love... It'll be better... All the best, Buddy!!