GUYS, I LOVE HIM SMMM IDKK how to explain these feelings in words. There's 3y age difference between us. And idk what to do about it. We talk and know eo really well now. But, I strongly believe that the feelings r not mutual. It feels one sided sometimes. Idk he loves me or not, Id even know he likes me or not. BUT OMGGG I LOVE HIMM SMMM idk how to explain this naaaaa. Like why he's so cute, I wanna squish him, I write letters for him every night. We r currently not talking and I miss him like a wife who's husband is at war. I just miss HIMM smmmm. I'm just remembering the sweet memories rn idk why. Like OMGGGG HE SENT ME PICS OF HIM IN A CUTE HOODIE ON VALENTINE'S LIKE EXCUSE ME?? SIRR?? wb my sanity?? But, the fact I haven't confessed yet. I feel scared telling him that I think about him more than a friend. I'm scared of confessing to him. He's my first love, like genuine first love, idt I can ever forget about him. And if I don't confess my feelings, I just know that I'll regret it for the rest of my life. Idk what I'm supposed to do atp. I just hope everyday that he's my red string and we end up being together somehow. I literally pray for him in the morning and at night. It's been 1y, 8 months and 2 days of loving. Ik even writing the day r ridiculous but idc about that. Ik MY BABY ur not gonna read this at all so I'll drop ur name too.
Edgar Joshua I'll never stop loving u, I hope universe brings us together someday.
From someone yk through the internet.
(One of ur fan)

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GUYS, I LOVE HIM SMMM IDKK how to explain these feelings in words. There's 3y age difference between us. And idk what to do about it. We talk and know eo really well now. But, I strongly believe that the feelings r not mutual. It feels one sided sometimes. Idk he loves me or not, Id even know he likes me or not. BUT OMGGG I LOVE HIMM SMMM idk how to explain this naaaaa. Like why he's so cute, I wanna squish him, I write letters for him every night. We r currently not talking and I miss him like a wife who's husband is at war. I just miss HIMM smmmm. I'm just remembering the sweet memories rn idk why. Like OMGGGG HE SENT ME PICS OF HIM IN A CUTE HOODIE ON VALENTINE'S LIKE EXCUSE ME?? SIRR?? wb my sanity?? But, the fact I haven't confessed yet. I feel scared telling him that I think about him more than a friend. I'm scared of confessing to him. He's my first love, like genuine first love, idt I can ever forget about him. And if I don't confess my feelings, I just know that I'll regret it for the rest of my life. Idk what I'm supposed to do atp. I just hope everyday that he's my red string and we end up being together somehow. I literally pray for him in the morning and at night. It's been 1y, 8 months and 2 days of loving. Ik even writing the day r ridiculous but idc about that. Ik MY BABY ur not gonna read this at all so I'll drop ur name too. 
Edgar Joshua I'll never stop loving u, I hope universe brings us together someday. 
From someone yk through the internet. 
(One of ur fan)

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Omg I see myself in you and I was in the same situation but i didn't confessed and i regret it sm till this day so yeah confess to him tell him about your feelings the worst that can happen is he might not return the feeling but you will get the chance to move on but the best you know he might also be into you so go for it or else if you try to move on without confessing you won't be able to move on ever he'll be always in your heart forever and you will always search for him in every guy you talk to it's been 3 years since i 'tried' to move on but I still keep a picture of him