Good day.

I'm currently in my 2nd year of university, I'm the first person to attend university in my family, we mostly 14 members who all live together. I do believe my family has sacrificed alot for me and in turn I have just dissapointed them.

Last year I failed a module, because I was crying everyday due to a traumatic relationship. The misery followed me throughout 2026, along with financial hardship. This made it difficult for me to feel hopeful in pursuing my studies.

The module I failed, I wrote an exam, and honestly I'm expecting to fail it again, I didn't give hundred percent. The consequence for this will be that I'm excluded from the university. I'm extremely tired, I had so many breakdowns this year along side three suicide attempts.

I do know well that this time I won't go home. I won't be able to look at my families dissapointed eyes. I haven't received the mark yet, but I have made due with my fate. I don't have a question, I just needed to write down these feelings. I'm scared.

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Good day.

I'm currently in my 2nd year of university, I'm the first person to attend university in my family, we mostly 14 members who all live together. I do believe my family has sacrificed alot for me and in turn I have just dissapointed them.

Last year I failed a module, because I was crying everyday due to a traumatic relationship. The misery followed me throughout 2026, along with financial hardship. This made it difficult for me to feel hopeful in pursuing my studies.

The module I failed, I wrote an exam, and honestly I'm expecting to fail it again, I didn't give hundred percent. The consequence for this will be that I'm excluded from the university. I'm extremely tired, I had so many breakdowns this year along side three suicide attempts.

I do know well that this time I won't go home. I won't be able to look at my families dissapointed eyes. I haven't received the mark yet, but I have made due with my fate. I don't have a question, I just needed to write down these feelings. I'm scared.

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

I understand how you feel and it's hard to give your best while struggling so much but I'm proud of you for atleast trying . I know ur scared but don't lose hope yet . Something good must be awaiting you :)