“For the first time, I’m experiencing panic attacks, and I’m unable to sleep. My brain goes into this deep zone where it convinces me I’ll die in my sleep, and I feel like I can barely breathe.
I’m exhausted. I keep thinking about how much power a guy can have to ruin a girl’s life. Idk how men always get away with things like harassment and all. Even when you completely distance yourself and have zero interaction with them, why is dealing with rejection so hard for men? Why is their ego so fragile and why do they always resort to manipulation? I’m genuinely scared. I’ve always kept my interactions with men strictly respectful and work-related. Now, because of all this, I wonder if I’ll ever be able to like a guy irl. I’m already in my 20s, and things seem so hard. I’m neither looking for anyone nor have I ever been. But what if my family finds someone for me in the future? Even then, I feel like it’s going to be hard for me to trust someone or even consider letting someone into my life.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
If that sleep thing still persists ....mam you need to see a doctor
First look out for yourself,give priority to yourself,it is exhausting to even think about whether we will find someone or not, and even if we did how can be trust someone fully
We must be strong ,first look after yourself and look into that sleeping issue .. please.
Trust issues are a big problem,we can ignore a person who is genuinely nice ,but in a way it is a defense mechanism which is created to protect ourself (silver lining of that cloud).....give it time you will get someone who will make you trust him ...but you have to give time to yourself
And please look after ...you must sleep properly and peacefully!