“feeling like losing purpose or a drive for the moment, everything seems future focused and my self worth seems to drop the more i achieve”

Another soul answered...

the future is surely important, but to lose yourself reaching for it dissalows your future - focus on the now, how are you feeling,m have you eaten, are you healthy, go for walks, sit in nature - it has incredible healing effects, your achievements only build on what you are now, this means that you already ARE something to build on, and those achievements shape your future - your experiences and feelings will help you feel happy, but also guide your life in future - Idont worry about it, and try your best, ik you got this!

Another soul answered...

when you discover life is its own purpose, the sense or purpose of your life is to be enjoyed and to exist, there is only one opportunity to live and nobody never is gonna experience being you again so work on that.

Another soul answered...

if you are unhappy with yourself or not feeling good about something help others and you will feel happy