“Being there for everyone else but at the end you sat down with yourself ...it's never about my need of people around me it's about every time I have the same thing like things never really used to annoy me but... Doing everything without intention to keep someone close and naturally having this side which people never have....
I know I might sound a mess because I'm not that good to express I get nervous whenever I feel I should share ...I love my people but I never felt considered ...evenn as a kid I was struggling for consideration from my cousins and sibling and family...
But now I'm good”
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Someone answered with kindness...
hey i jus feel like your too thoughtful,and its okay to acknowledge when ur not good too,it doesnt sound easy,but yes put urself first,u deserve the same love and care u give,you worth it,maybe the people u met might not have trated u to ur value or made ya feel seen in the way u want,but then dont give urself in for tht,choose yourself no matter what <3