Someone once asked...
Someone answered with kindness...
There is no god, I guess you’re right, you are the god. Because everything you do no one else should get the credit for it. YOU took the action and had the thought to act. My best illustration I guess is getting a job: no god put the opportunity on your path. YOU sent out resumes and cover letters, YOU went out networking, YOU went through the experience, no one else. You deserve the credit for the work and suffering and efforts you put into something. You get the results the other person you interacted with gives you from a decision THEY made because of whatever criteria they had in their mind or selection chart or whatever. Hope that answers well